Damaged heart

I wish you would've stayed,
a face without a name,
and then I'd have been spared the suffering,
I endured within this game.

My life before you was happy,
and I aspired to be so much,
but my dreams changed instantly,
from your impressions on my life and such.

But now that you have shed the light,
and shown your true colours,
I wish I hadn't fallen for you,
there must be better fellas.

You've left my sunsets black,
and my sense of time disrupted,
and changed my view of people,
my entire faith has been corrupted.

I wonder if you intended this,
right from the very start,
to play me like an imbocile,
and leave behind a damaged heart.