The Burn

Dear J,

It stopped hurting.
Adn I kinda miss the pain.

Well, not really.
But it's a nice thought
To need pain to feel alive.
but let's end this on a happy note, eh?

I am simply surronded.
And I won't be back until forever expires.
I know this will never get to you, but,
I'd thought you'd like to know that
I'm not okay.
I think it's cool that my days don't start until five pm and don't end until seven am.
I think it's cool that I disobey.
But you know me,
I've always been that way.

I'm trapped here, J. They're not gonna let me go.
Who and where, do you ask?

My head and my selves.

-w<3