I'm my own Demolition Lover

Loveless love is nothing but innocent.
Lust and desire caved in like Rain to water.
Needs clash and wants longing.
This love will be a task worth completing.
"I love you so much, this really means something."
"I'm sorry I can't deal with meaning, this is nothing."
Left in a gutter with everything to fret...
The only love I felt was a razor to my place.
My special place where I left my marks at..
Telling me I wans't perfect, like everyone else...
Somehow it means something diffrent to me..
Something lovely, but that feeling went away fast...for it's only a matter of seconds before I'm dead.