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I’ve cried so much over you, so afraid you’re going to say we’re through.

So many feeling I feel I must hid, so scare to be true.

Afraid of what you might do.

Yet you seem so normal when you ignore me.

You seem as if you do not care, you act like its fine to cause such hate and despair .

I love you so much, yet some time I want to yell out loud and rip out my hair.

I don’t know what to do anymore, or what to say.

I just wish you knew how much I hate being placed second to a video game.

It pains me to have to feel this way, but its just the way things are and life must go on.