Nothing but left alone.

When there is nothing left in your life,
What do you have to live for?
My veins feel as if they are on fire. My head pounding with this ache.
When everyone you love has turned their backs and abandoned you,
What is worth living?
How do I over come this, this time,
Nothing has ever come in comparison to this before.
Why does everyone live to hurt me?
Please, if you are real, God,
Tell me what to do.

My whole world is black.
Vision is black and blurred.
I do not understand what I have done so wrong.
Why won't you help me?
There is a hole in my chest.
Everyday I am alone it only gets worse.
Each pound of my heart beat,
Slowly killing me.