Worthless

I need to escape this feeling
But I'm trapped - please save me
When you left I hurt myself
My wrists are hot
And my veins are pulsing
Just look at these scars
Around me, the walls are closing in

My body aches and I
I need some closure
I want to die and I
Have to leave this exposure
Take me by the hand
And tell me you care
I'm falling, but if you catch me
We'll float through the air

I scratch my skin back and forth
Til it opens up and starts to sting
It then closes, but I want more
So there I go all over again
And after a whle, I get numb
And all of my feelings go away
I'm fooling everyone besides myself