think of me with smiles on your faces, not tears in your eyes

when i saw you that day.
you didnt even look like you.

i still didnt believe you're gone.
but when i looked up
and saw he was crying

i knew it was true.

even though you said
'no crying.
think of me with smiles on your faces
not tears in your eyes'

he never crys.
even what she does to him.
but this isnt about that.
its about you

who you are.
and what you did
in the short time you had

we all miss you
and love you.

i wish i would have gone
and not you.

when i go where we hung out
i turn the corner
thinking you'll be there
sitting where you always were
that hat sitting on your head

i love you my mikey.
sometimes i hate myself
for never telling you that.
but even tho i never said it
i know you knew it was true.