Desperation

Feelings worth killing, tonight, I feel numb
With you I am hiding, your name on my tongue
Desperately hating what I've become to you.

Clawing the memories, I've worn myself down
If we keep this going, I'll soon be underground
Desperately hating what I've found in you.

Tonight's for redemption, your name rings clear
I find myself choking, when you are near
Desperately hating the feeling I feel for you.

It told my self stop it, to quit.
Amidst the repetition, I made myself admit
I'm Desperately loving everything about you.