Take A Step

How could this happen to me?
We all make mistakes,
But I'm the one who's paying.
Every atom in my body is bleeding.
Sweat rushing down my face.
And my heart is.....
My heart is.....
Just rip it out right now.
If living was so hard,
I would have never signed on.
Passed the chance to,
Be laughed at or,
Cry until....
Mama says it'll be alright.
What's she know?
No time to sleep.
No time to breathe.
Dealing with them,
Is killing me,
One stab at a time.
Bleeding, bleeding,
Gasping for air.
Reaching out for an arm,
That isn't even there.
I have to do this,
On my own...