Judgement

A racing heartbeat slows,
Eye's alight with fear,
Creeping shadows I control,
Become so close, dangerously near,
My hysterical bubble of laughter,
Echoes through the misguided souls,
Everything to take to their deathbed,
So carefully made by I,
Wishing to live among the clouds,
With angels playing golden harps,
A fool's belief, a madman's dream,
Instead they just get me,
Or so I wish...

Shining light take pity!
Your beauty beyond this terrible rock,
Take me to the stars I beg,
Don't keep me chained without a lock,
Mercy seems so cruel,
Let me love, let me feel,
Take me away from this world,
For I shall never get to rule,
I craved death to end the injustice,
The pain,
My reward, I lived
On the periphery of space and time,
Bittersweet mercy so seemingly sweet
But really just as bitter as me