Have you ever wanted to scream, but you couldn't?

Have you ever went to scream,
But you couldn't?

Have you ever had an experience,
Re-play in your head like you were watching it,
Not experiencing it?

Have you ever just broken,
And watched as it all fell apart right in front of you?

Have you ever cried,
Until you started to bleed from your fucking eyes?

Have you ever felt so alone,
That even when surrounded by people,
It felt like no one was fucking home?

Have you ever had to stand there,
And act tough when you didn't know how to?

Of course not,
You're the reason for my damage.
You tore me apart,
And now I'm shattered on the floor.
I tried to scream,
I wanted it to end.
I wanted the pain to just go away!
But I couldn't scream,
I couldn't find the air too.
It re-plays in my head,
Like a fucking nightmare!
I'm losing my grip on sanity!
Someone help me!
I'm watching everything fall apart,
I'm broken.
I hate this constant crying,
I feel like I'm dying!
You left me so alone!
I don't know how to act tough,
I don't know what to do.
Someone help me,
I want to make it through!