if only he knew . . .

If only he knew . . .
How much I crave for his touch.
How happy I would feel if only
He would allow me in his presence.
If only he would let me explain
That I am not like the others,
That I actually care
More than ever
About his needs and not only mines.
I wish I could show him what it feels to be left out
Without love
If only he knew . . .
How much his
Painful, Agonizing Words
Hurt my poor damaged heart...
He would understand.