Sleeplessness

tossing and turning
hard to sleep at night
when there's those fears,
breathing down my neck..

keep myself silent
no overdose of emotion,
please, spare,
swallow like i want to.

Count the minutes, now
fist clenched in hatred,
can't wait out my seconds?
Kick out and then drag in..

I'll finish if i have to,
Leave, if it's easier..
You'll all get your way
meet me on a weaker day..

Enjoy the kiss till morning,
Enjoy the touch till i break,
There's not much left to do,
broke me down just for you,
At some point I'll love you.