Cut no more

The blade has cut through
my skin one and only once.
I swore I would never do it again,
‘cause you said that if I did, it
would be the End of our friendship,
But all the pain I felt long ago is coming back.
There’s only one way to make it go away.
I know I’m breaking a promise, but
that’s the only way. It hurts to say it, but
Now the blade brushes my skin
and makes me feel good, more than
What I ever felt before.
The blade drips drops of blood, my blood.
I wish I could stop, but the blade is telling
Me to do it again and again.