On The Way Down

Why must I feel guilt over things I shouldn’t
My head hurts
My stomach aches
Every and anything I do seems to be the wrong choice
I have been there for you for so long it seems
But it looks like the gesture is not returned
This should come as a surprise
But it doesn’t
Again I’m left confused
Not sure where to turn
I keep it all bottled inside
And when it gets released
I can honestly say I don’t know where we shall stand
You talk about best friends, but you need to act like one to me before you can claim that title
I wish things weren’t this complicated
But they are
The next moves will be important and guide us to where we are meant to go

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