I Have Been Cruel
In my own ways I have been cruel
In my own ways I have hurt people
Yet, I have not noticed a thing
I have been cruel without thought
I have been cruel without effort
These people have hated me
These people left me
And I never knew the reason why
I have been cruel for not knowing even why
I have despised myself
What had I done wrong?
Why do they leave me?
Only to drown in my own shame
Only to curse myself for reasons I do not know
I had been cruel...
I have been cruel...
Will I always be left on my knees watching their back as they leave?...
In my own ways I have hurt people
Yet, I have not noticed a thing
I have been cruel without thought
I have been cruel without effort
These people have hated me
These people left me
And I never knew the reason why
I have been cruel for not knowing even why
I have despised myself
What had I done wrong?
Why do they leave me?
Only to drown in my own shame
Only to curse myself for reasons I do not know
I had been cruel...
I have been cruel...
Will I always be left on my knees watching their back as they leave?...