I Just Want Change.

I just want change in life.
I'm hanging on with all my might.
Even though i just wanna commit Suicide.

None of my friend's can see,
the pain that i feel inside of me.
What am i supposed to do?
Who am i supposed to be?
I can feel the pressure,
rising inside of me.
I have so many thought's on Suicide.
That when my mom found out she was Shocked.

I get called 'The Emo Kid' /or/ 'The One Who's Depressed'
Nobody understand's that my life's a mess.

I'm sick and tired of the same old routine.
Their's no meaning.
Right now i don't see a happy ending, whenever i wake up

The day that lie's ahead..
I'm dreading.