emotions

just another day,
just another emotion.
i'm all messed up,
my minds all over the place,
i cryed myself to sleep last night,
i miss you,
my heart hurts,
it's toxic, broken,
but you can have it,
i dont need it,
not no more,
i'm broken and depressed,
is life worth living?
all i want is for you to accept my apology,
is that to much to ask?
i'm sorry,
i was stupid, mean and i feel bad,
i love you,
your my friend,
my lifeline,
you saved my life,
but now its back in jeopardy,
will you ever forgive me?
your forgiveness is the key,
you can unlock my life,
make it last an eternity,
i wanna live on,
but life hurts so much,
if it was for bestfriends and boyfriends, i'd be gone,
gone for good,
how would you feel?
would you hurt as much as me?
i dont think so!
my life goes on...
one more day,
one more emotion,
one more day of eternal pain.
i just wish you could forgive me.

emotions who needs them.... NOT ME!!