You Aren't The Fault

From the moment I walked in,
I knew something was wrong.

From the moment you told me,
I knew something was wrong.

From the moment you showed me,
I knew something was wrong.

From the moment I knew something was wrong,
I was scared.

From the moment you told me to try this,
I was scared.

From the moment you told me it's okay,
I was scared.

I was scared,
when I lost trust.

I was scared,
to tell.

I was scared,
to cry.

To think of this,
was and excuse.

To think of this,
was not real.

To think of this,
made me sick.

Did you really think,
that this was right?

Did you really think,
that i would forget?

Did you really think,
that i could hate you?

I want to so bad,
but i can't.

It kills me that,
no one knows.

It kills me that,
it was so wrong.

It kills me that,
you messed me up.

Even though you messed me up,
you don't remember it.

Even though you messed me up,
you're trying to fix me.

Even though you messed me up,
you aren't to blame.