What if?

I pick you up,
then set you down.

Pick you up again,
and wonder.

What if i never picked you up
in the first place?

Would i be happy?
or sad?

Would i be boring?
or myself?

Would i have these scars?
or would i be clean?

Would i be stronger?
or long gone?

Problem free?
or life free?

I pick you up and then,
I set you down.

Maybe next time.