Forever's Never Long Enough

Thoughts are fighting in my head,
Each one a piercing scream fighting to be heard.
Why did you leave?
How could you leave?
You told me forever.
You promised me you would stay.
Well forever came sooner
It came that day.
You left me broken, in despair
With darkness suffocating me like a blanket
The only light shining far in the distant.
I wish I was there but the harder I try the more impossible it is.
Because the truth is
I can’t without you here.
I’ve forgotten to walk without you near.
I’m stuck here forever
You held me up, you kept me safe.
Hopefully in time I can adjust to this new way.
Hopefully forever will come sooner.
Just like that day.