Stronger

People just assume
That I am so much stronger
But I can't keep up the lie
I can't take it any longer!

Shit, it's a facade!
Can't you fucking see
That my reality's a nightmare
That even awake won't let me be

Why is it no one knows
I just wanna break down and cry
That my smile's only forced
And I'm a little dead inside

Or the simple fact
My laugh is always strained
And the expression in my eyes
Always seems so pained

Lost in your own world
You'll stay oblivious to mine
And believe all the hype
When I tell you that I'm fine.