Very confused today

Im sorry for being so childish
Im sorry for not standing up and proud
Im sorry I cant handle silence
Im sorry I can be so loud

Im sorry I will never be yours
Im sorry Im too afraid to be
Im sorry life is so confusing
Im sorry life is so crazy

Breaking through a pane of glass
Can you imagine that
What instrument would I use
My body, My Mind or a hachet

Im sorry Im so negative
Im sorry all I have to give is my poems
Im sorry everything is so sad
Im sorry for the dooms and glooms

Im sorry none of this is my fault
Im sorry Im taking all the blame
Im sorry your the one who made me
Im sorry your just the same