Just like in the movies
Flashlight under the covers
Only, writing, not reading
To feed insanity, not intelligence
Fueling an ego that denies itself existence
As it swells much larger than was planned
Dreaming of being exceptional
Sinking below pitiful
Loving only misery
Believing only pain
Imitating clarity
Moving calculatedly
Using faulty arithmetic
Searching for sincerity
Screaming for serenity
Continuing unexceptionally
Entertaining fantasies