Shotgun Lovers

Is this really how it happens?
Can you even see?
You must think I'm fucking stupid
to condone your killing spree.

When midnight breaks to dawn -
you transform both me and you.
You could make me forget what happened -
and then treat me like I'm two.

Which is a better world for me?
To be always numb or eternal pain?
The world is just your playground -
Where your pleasures gain.

Stop making me your bitch -
like a pansy-hearted fool.
To out life - I don't give a damn -
stop using me as your tool.

But this love is my immortal -
my peak of this damn insanity.
It is what keeps me alive -
and what keeps you close to me.