Everything Isn't What it seems

my life may seem perfect
but thats because you don't know it
you don't know my family
my secrets
on the outside I'm happy
but what's behind my eyes
isn't the same as what you see
my life is full of disappointment
i can see it in my parents eyes
the way they look t me
with disgust
my friends tell me how they love me
but thats because they don't know me
none really does
except for y
worst enemy
because they know who i am
and they hate me
but whose to blame
if everyone knew me
they would also hate me