suicide
I find a rope.
I tie it to the fan hanging from my moms ceiling.
I tie it in a circle that can fit around my head on the other end.
I stand up on the chair,
and but the rope around my neck.
I tighten it.
I moved the chair with my feet out of the way.
I hang there until I can't breathe anymore.
Everything goes black.
And then in a faint voice I hear my mom screaming my name.
I just ignore it.
I eventually don't hear it anymore.
Everything becomes silent.
Because,
my mom was to late.
I tie it to the fan hanging from my moms ceiling.
I tie it in a circle that can fit around my head on the other end.
I stand up on the chair,
and but the rope around my neck.
I tighten it.
I moved the chair with my feet out of the way.
I hang there until I can't breathe anymore.
Everything goes black.
And then in a faint voice I hear my mom screaming my name.
I just ignore it.
I eventually don't hear it anymore.
Everything becomes silent.
Because,
my mom was to late.