suicide

I find a rope.

I tie it to the fan hanging from my moms ceiling.

I tie it in a circle that can fit around my head on the other end.

I stand up on the chair,

and but the rope around my neck.

I tighten it.

I moved the chair with my feet out of the way.

I hang there until I can't breathe anymore.

Everything goes black.

And then in a faint voice I hear my mom screaming my name.

I just ignore it.

I eventually don't hear it anymore.

Everything becomes silent.

Because,

my mom was to late.