the feeling of pain

i see you
i touch you
you feel my breath
you think you know me through and through
but you don't
you never will
you will never know the pain and loss that i have felt
and i am glad that you do not know that pain
that pain that feels like being struck by a knife right through the heart
because if you did you would feel sorry for me
and that is something i do not wish for
and for that i am glad
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let me know what you think,
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