My Own Human Heart

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for the way I am
I'm sorry for the way I've been.
Believe me, by my own human heart, I didn't mean to hurt you in any way.

If I have harassment you in any way,
Why didn't you tell me?
If I made you feel bad in any way,
Why didn't you just tell me?
We were friends, told each other everything!
We were friends back then, trusted and cared for each other...something amazing.

I hold the truth in the palm of my hand.
I'm offering this apology to you,
But I don't know how you would react.
I am scared of what you will say.
That you will never give me a second chance because of my dismay.
I am scared of what you will think,
But have a hurt you that much where you can't trust me?

Life is complicated, I know that is true.
Friendships have troubles.
Like me and you.
But God gave us a mouth to speak the truth.
Why didn't you tell me what I did that was bugging you?

This whole situation spins around--round and round in my head!
Confusing circles, no end.
I just want to say I'm sorry.
For the harassment and all.
I am really sorry,
I mean this with the honesty of my human heart.