I Could Go Forever Without This

If I told you caring never cared for me, would you believe it?
If I said that life has never lived for me, would you express interest?
You would laugh it off as you go, and justify your reasons.
You would think me as crazy, commiting your treason.
I could tell you everything, and never gain a thing.
I shouldn't tell you anything, you don't deserve the pain.
But I have, and I will, you asking it all
Never thinking the answers might make you fall.

The relief when I leave you leaves me itching for more
Your company as addicting as the things you have in store.
When I'm near, all you ask is why and how.
Easily I might fall in love with you, were I not as guarded now.
The one I long for the opposite, the one I love the same.
And neither of you know the other, or do you know the game.
Eating me alive, this friendship is too explosive
It can end in nothing good, as though it were corrosive.
Enabler, friend, tutor, so many things you are
You as unique as a snowflake, as rare as a falling star.

(Fifty thousand points if you can figure out who this is about, BY NAME)