Roller Coaster

Sitting alone in the dark,
All the shadows making me fall apart,
Who could I be?

Tears roll down my face,
As I try to pass the time,
Thinking of good things,
Like friends and pets,
But all those turn to death and loss,
Causing me to toss,
Life just don't seem the same.

Life is a roller coaster!
Brings me up and brings me down,
This ride can wear me down,
It can never turn around,
Some to a sudden stop,
Then a deathly drop.

Makes me sick at time,
But makes me scream, laugh, and cry.

I sit alone again,
Wondering why this ride ever began,
Only if I can make it stop, or slow down.

Wishing the ride would go smoother,
No more tears spill out,
I wish this ride never began,
Just so the pain never began.

Only I have that choice,
To stay in this darkness or re-begin.