Hidden Feelings

I hid my feelings behind a smile
No one knew how I truly felt
I kept it hid inside
Everyone thought I was finally OK
But I wasn’t completely OK

Seeing him brings back all the bad memories
Talking to him is even worse
It’s very awkward
But I can’t stop it
I’m going to have to be able to talk to him eventually

He’s just a shadow to me
Just someone that’s always there
That I have to see every day
But the pain and memories will never go away
They will always be locked up inside of me
Deep down inside

I’ll be OK though
Even though those memories are still there
Even though they will never fade away
I’ll be OK