The Way I Feel

Look into the words
I used
Don't I look worn;
I refuse
To give
But I will one day
Kevin will be five
And I will be gone that May
Away to college
To be away
And I won't call
To prove my way

I might take another course of life
If they pay attention of the way I feel
My spirit might lift
If they could see
Of the things that are in my sight
And not say I'm crazy

If they do; I'll continue to fight
And not let myself to become lazy
And I'll win the battle
That I desire to win
Or it will prove fetal
With the final hit of the wind