I keep pins in my pocket

Sometimes I like to think my obsession with
safety pins and sharp objects is what holds me together
And there are days that sense my strange sense of humor like that, it
makes me smile knowing it’ll get me by just a little longer
The conversations I hold with myself on a daily bases are
my therapy sessions I neglect to show up for every week

Those phrases and licks on my guitar are my angel
Every picture of myself having fun is a little booster
As these little things tell me I’m just fine

I'll give you a rose if you promise to hold my heart, forever
I can’t sign that contract, the one to insure your heart, sorry
That feeling is a tricky one to satisfy, but I’ll still hold your heart
Never can I say I’ll always be by your side, always I can say I have left

My heart in your hands

Tricky bends in my mind have taken me to; I don’t know
I think this place might hurt me, so I can’t say it enough
If my hurting wounds you, I apologize, for these manners
I can think all I want long and hard, it still hasn’t gotten me anywhere
Sometimes I tell myself bedtime stories that are lies,
Sometimes they carry on to live to become a truth I’ll later tell

Those phrases and licks on my guitar are my angel
Every picture of myself having fun is a little booster
As these little things tell me I’m just fine

I’ll give you a rose if you promise to hold my heart, forever
I can’t sign that contract, the one to insure your heart, sorry
That feeling in a mischief little one, but I’ll still hold your heart
Never can I say I’ll always be by your, always I can say I have left

My heart in your hands

I like to believe that you holding my thumper keeps me sane
My little spirit is on gear can’t control, freer than the air I’ll give to you
So please hold my heart safely while I fallow my lively self
I promise I’ll bring you back a souvenir of my life, no disappointment
I broke a bracelet in town the other day, a smile played on my face
I carry my safety pins in my pocket incase something in me, falls apart

Can I tell you I’m confused
It’s too hard right now
My little heart can’t take it anymore
No I swear you can hold onto it
If I’m not back ever,
please give yourself this message
You’ll always be the only
I have to fly, can I apologize for myself
I don’t know what’s gotten into her
I know I can’t fix it
Now I have to go

I'll give you a rose if you promise to hold my heart, forever
I can’t sign that contract, the one to insure your heart, sorry
That feeling is a hurtful one to take on, but I’ll still hold your heart
Never can I say I’ll always be by your side, always I can say I have left

My heart in your hands

I feel like the bracelet just broke us in half
These pins won’t fix it, nothing will
Can you hold my heart while…
never mind I’ll save it for another day