Best friend.

You've made me laugh.
You've heard me cry.
To me you're becoming that special guy.
You understand me.
I understand you.
Things like this just makes me so confused
Its really hard, just to chose.
I love him, I like you.
You believe in happiness, I believe in endings.
Never has my heart become so depending.
I think, try to give it a chance.
But here i am, caught in another romance.
Its a love triangle, not easy to maintain.

My heart isn't so easy to retain.
Liking you and loving him is hard to explain, especially when I'm the one to blame.
You heard my stories.
i heard your thoughts.
Our phone convos ending in i love you lots.
After that, the one I'm with crosses my thoughts.
Guilt is the worst to feel.
I try to forget, but then remember, this is real.
I let myself get attached to easy, thats clear to see.
I wish i would be done, just let me be.

It wasn't meant to be like this, we could tell.
We both knew this, but we both fell.
This isn't right.
But I can't help it
You've been in my dreams.
The confusion of this,
Just makes me want to scream.