so r u happy now?

so are you happy now?
that your long forgotten
you could be dead and i wouldn't even know it
but u want a life with your friends so u had to go

i hope u made something new out of yourself
we all loved u but u needed help
i hope u got what u wanted and what u deserved
a life full of regret isn't equal to what you've done
you left 18 years and the ones u loved behind in exchange for restless tearfull nights and mornings just the same