I Don't Hate You

Old wounds open again
Past scars fresh with tears
Blood runs down my arms
The rain numbs my pain and fears

I don't hate you for this
No, I never could
But I miss you so much
more than you ever would

You've run back to him
But I understand
He'll treat you better
Than I ever can

I hope your happy
Because that's all I really want
I know you'll be better off
Sleeping in his arms

I'll always love you though
No matter what you do
Because at this piont
I'm cursed with thoughts of you

You may not understand
I know I never will
But I hope we can be friends
Because I just can't handle being away from you