Wishing.

i waited for the call.
i waited for the day.
you would come out of the shadows.
i wanted it to be my day.

i was the center of attention.
i was the girl everyone wanted to sit next to.
i was the birthday girl.
but you're still not here.

you didnt wish me a happy birthday.
you didnt call me.
you didnt come see me.
you dont deserve me.

why do i miss you?
why do i want you?
why do i want you to be here?

im lost.
looking for answers.
looking for hope.
looking for you.

but it still doesnt matter to you.
i'm only your friend, your daughter.
only a girl.
im only nothing.
vapor, dust.

the attention doesnt matter.
if you cant see it.
i miss you.
i need you.
i made you my birthday wish..