Inhale Pain. Exhale Nothing.

As my eyes tightly close shut
And my world fades to darkness
I think about life...
Death. Pain.
And the reason I'm still here

As the salty drips of sadness
Fall down and off my delicate cheeks
I begin to think of the
Tragedy that my life has become

My heart beat is loud and
I can feel it pounding through
My head, as if my head was
Gently resting on a set of drums:
Pound. Pound. Pound.

As each moment slips by
The beats seem to get louder
Each one louder than the previous
Go away. Please, go away.

I try to think of when it will be over
But my pain has blinded me
From inhaling any sort of hope
And it wont leave, refusing to exhale

I attempt to exhale the pain
No, nothing.
My body has stiffened and grown cold
As if I was already reaching my point of suffication

I feel like screaming away my pain
And hoping that forgetting
About it will somehow make
It all go away

But it doesn't, no, it doesn't