getting rid of your last bit of pride.

what am i doing here
trying to convince myself i'm somebody?
but i'm a nobody oh yeah i'm a nobody
i'm no one to you, or even to me
i'll put these head phones on and pretend to bleed
i'll bleed from my ears and from my tongue
i'll die from all the smoke filling my lungs
and you'll like it won't you? oh, honey everyone knows you'll like it
don't go lying again just don't go lying again
i'm happy your not here to see me in this state of mind
cause i'm not what i wanted to be
and i don't want to be me
i can pretend i'm somewhere better
but that only last for a moment or two at the most
i'm wanting a bite now, get er' baby, get 'er
and you'll like it won't you? oh, honey everyone knows you'll like it
don't go lying again just don't go lying again
i'm happy your not here to see me in this state of mind
take another sip, it'll make me forget
take another sip, it'll make you forget
just drink it up until your mood goes down
until your pride goes down, more then ever