talking to myself in third person isn't a good sign of sanity.

i knew the change the second it came
it was bound to happen
it was destined to happen
not one of those things that you look back on and think
oh, this is where i cracked
no, it was like a big sign coming out of the ground
ridiculing me, insulting me, breathing down my neck
but now your dead to me
i hate the way things are now,
but i hate change
i guess you could say i'm comfortable with this pain