the day will never come.

I'm in control of nothing,
I can feel it now.
Rushing through my veins,
Why wont this feeling just go away.

This Host inside of me is breaking free,
I am in a war I cannot win.
Why did you push me into this.

I'm spinning around,
You're telling me to calm down.
But the truth is I can't.
I'm scared, I'm weak and its the secrets that are cutting me.
I look to the sky,
The day will never come.