my perception

Do not try and understand my tears
maybe you can see the problem,
but no one can see my perception of fears
I look through the eyes of many,
but try to avoid my own.
Remind me of the memories- all good,
remind me the bad ones too
so that I learn and teach others my opinions.
I am scared that I will regret
but I’m not sure what else to do.
I wish that someone would understand,
but then also I’m glad they don’t.
I wouldn’t want anyone to go through what I have.
I say these things as if I have many issues to deal,
when maybe this is a lie,
for I forget that my life is perfect.