Friendship VS. Freedom

Torn between two places
Far away from the other
To be surrounded by familiar faces?
Or without them, where I'll smother?

A battle between friendship and freedom
Gripping weapons in their hands
To death, I will lead them
Their guns pointed to my head

Watch as friendship falls on it's knees
Watch as freedom burst into flames
Will friendship rise and fight with ease?
Could freedom do the same?

Where to live, where to live?
Although I don't want to at all
Sweet escape is years away
If I can make it through the fall

A body drown in nervous shakes
The heart is raided by anger
Eyes to tell that I'm a fake
Paired with the face to shame her.

A battle between friendship and freedom
Who could possibly win?