Darkfold

Moving closer, I look in an awkward expression
The tears on your face, It was all this depression
I looked down to the floor, this empty obsession
Fell into darkness, a solitude session

I broke into pieces, felt incomplete
The darkness looked cold, but I felt extreme heat
The feeling in my heart was so bittersweet
I then heard your voice, you smirked, "Delete".

I held myself back, I felt myself chained
I wanted to stop, but I couldn't refrain
I felt in my head, I was going insain
But this was all it, It's all that remains

My tears were jet black, I sat in the dead
Just crying to sleep in a puddle of red
liquid around my body, I began to unthread
The darkness in my heart all began to spread

There was something I felt I need to borrow
Something that even you just wouldn't know
I lowered my head in my own living sorrow
I knew in the end, there would be no tomorrow

All of the sudden, a large smile grew
I got myself up and I suddenly knew
Someone calling my name, and I wondered who
I felt his breath on my cheek, he whispered "I love you."

I opened my eyes in a hospital bed
That's the last thing I heard him said
before I could smile again, I had read
the pain in his eyes, "Please don't do this again."

I looked at my arms, there was nothing there.
I wondered what happened, why everyone cared.
Because if I do die, it's the pain that is shared.
Don't turn your back, no matter how scared.

I then remembered I had sat on the end
of a dock near the peer and I began to descend
I was crying and screaming, not saved by a friend
But this moment I had was not what I had intend.

I stepped right outside the next day and I sighed
I knew this was not worth the tears that I cried
So I guess that I'll find my way on the inside.
I thought I had died, to myself I had lied.