You Say That You're Sorry

It's been a long time and I know I should move on.
But the pain you caused is just too deep.
And our friendship is killing me.
With every move you make and every work you speak.

I know I am young and don't really know.
But I feel like I'm falling for you.
But you don't want me.
You've made that so clear.
And I don't know what to do.

It's the way that you talk and the words that you say.
It's your growing talents of life everyday.

You say that you're sorry for what you've done.
That you acted on lust not heart.

But what does your heart say?
What does your heart want?
Did it ever want me?
Or was it all just a joke?

If so, tell me now.
So I might be able to put a stop to this pain.