Loneliness' friend

Left alone in an abyss that entraps my very being
The damned are in laughter over the pains I must endure
The righteous smirk amongst their silver platters
As I beg for the dish of life
The hate within me dwindles
As my willpower vanishes within my grasp
My lungs that begged for mercy, now shrivel up
My body loses life
As I crash to the floor letting darkness consume my very soul
At this point, I don't even care to go. . .