dead

your dead to me,
coz you didn't care what you said to me,
you threw words around carelessly,
ya bitch,
fuck you,
coz your dead to me.
what did i mean to you?
how does this seem to you?
these cuts on my arm?
ya,
they're your fault.
sometimes i want to scream,
unable to say just what i mean.
i was never good with words,
or so it seems.
remember the days,
playing peek-a-boo?
carlessley free,
just me and you?
now i cry at night,
as i think back to those days
hopelessly wondering what to say,
to make it all right.
baby,
i'm sory,but it will never be be okay.
my life is like a car crash,
slow-mo before my eyes,
unwilling to look away,
hateing to survive.
ya,i'll keep smilling,
but inside i'm dying,
and it doesn't mater,
when you said forever,
turns out you were lying.