~God This Hurts;;

God this hurts.
Being so close yet so f a r
But it’s all my fault.

And if I were to die
[well, that’s what you want right?]

You want to see me /c/h/o\k\e\
[just to make sure I can feel]
You want to watch me .:b.l.e.e.d:.
[just to make sure I’m real]
You want to hear me S C R E A M
[just to make sure I’m here]

Do you want to :watch: me
d
i
e?

And don't ~lie~ to me...