Silence still

You ripped out my heart, still beating,
Blood from poured into black-blue ink,
Seething through every word, nearly defeated,
Tears formed as tar on my lashes,
Which took away the glance so awe inspiring,
Coal eyes which lay extinguished,
Bile rises in my throat, almost to choke,
Talk of enlightenment, peace of mind,
I offer you the bones in which to grind,
Your name like venom on my tongue,
Through my bloodstream,
As I bid you goodbye,
The stars are my unreachable dream,
Diamonds in the ink, I silently scream,

The air sharpens senses, emotes,
The wind speaks to your subcoscious,
Light fingers, with a gentle loving caress,
Influence your every move,
Autumn leaves dance in your abscense,
Abrupt silence, emotions lie flat,
Endearing smile, sympathy warm.
Honey coated words just about to form,
Silence,
And the ice breaks,
Crystal encrusted heart,
Begging it to beat,
Shards of mirrors from hatred,
Eyes instead melt,
My love for you, now expressed in words,
Cocktail of euphoria, aprehension
Silence still,
Will it be always?